Heartbreak Solitude.

by **Daughter of Nyx** Sat Apr 05, 2014 4:33 am

It's been weeks since you first broke me apart;

Actually no it's been longer since the start.

I cannot believe who you've turned out to be;

Especially since you were always so sweet to me.

We used to be so perfect for each other;

We were made for each other when I was a single mother.

But what is going to happen now;

When I take blow after blow?

I don't want to give up, I don't want to walk away;

But now the only hope is on my knees as I pray.

We have a family, we have history;

But as each day goes on our future becomes more of a mystery.

by **Daughter of Nyx** Mon Apr 07, 2014 8:21 pm

Stop telling me to get over it, then give me false hope;

Give me a chance to mourn the lies that you've so boldly told.

Please stop telling me we can elope;

The broken promises are beginning to make me so cold.

You promise me things, then the next day they’re broke;

It’s always been my fault and never yours.

You’re love is a drug stronger than crack or coke;

Imagine the burn out from that, and it’s like a set of revolving doors!

I don’t know how much more I can take;

I don’t know how much before I shake;

I don’t know how much I can fake;

I don’t know how much before I break.

This pain isn’t something I made up last night;

It’s been growing in the shadows throughout the years.

And that’s why I'm sitting here, that’s why I write;

I write to drown the pain before it ends in tears.

You’re so mean when we are so wrong;

But everything is perfect when you’re right.

Do me a favour, go smoke that bong;

I need a break to try and feel alright.

Re: Heartbreak Solitude.